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Tired
I have the blah's. I can't seem to shake them. I came on here this morning and I had 2 violation noticed for my devs. One was my twloha shirt dev. Someone reported it as a misplaced dev and it got thrown into scraps and I don't feel it belongs there so I put it under self portraits. If they move it from there I'll be upset because it IS a self portrait even if I have words on a shirt. The other violation I can understand. I did have it under fractals when it wasn't one but a kaleidoscope. I can accept that one. Sigh. I have been bickering with CJ on youtube. Every time I make a positive video he has to say something negative in the comment section. I am just going to stop responding to him unless he says something positive. I am not going to go back and forth with him any longer. It's sapping the energy right out of me.
Speaking of energy, do any of you have some to spare? I feel like a zombie girl. Our thyroid is all whacked out we are on too many psych meds and I just want to sleep my life away. I take a lot of naps. I'm only up now because Taylor is getting ready for school. I plan on going back to bed in a few. I need a cure for these blah's. My creative side is getting squashed. I also know that the 1 year anniversary of Mom's death is next month. That could have something to do with it. I need some ideas how to get out of my slump. I tried walking the dogs, doing some art (looked like crap), cooking but still feel eh.....
Any advice is welcome
Devious Comments
When I lost my mom it was hard for the first 2 years it gets easier but it's still hard. I have to remind myself that my mother would not want me to live with such grief for her. She never feared dying and always had peace about it because she knew she would go to the home of our fore-fathers. At any rate my mother and I were very close she gave me lots of encouragement when I was in the Mid East and her passing left a big friggin hole but it does get better.
I don't know if you have coping skills, or if you even know what I am talking about, but if you do use them to comfort yourself and get back on track. Everyone feel down with a family loss just don't go back down the roar you came from. You made promises to your mom just as I did and we have to stick to them. K?
Hugs!!!
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How about you do another crush pic? You like those, right? Maybe you could have some icing and use that as the "victim"... O_o
I don't know... That's a suggestion though... ^___^
I will pray for you though Ginger and I hope that you get to feeling better!!!!...
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You are always welcome lovely Ginger! ^___^
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