Tagged me so I'll play the game which I usually don't just because I think he's a sweetie pie! So here goes:

Rules:

1] Post these rules.
2] Each tagged person should post 8 facts of themselves.
3] Tagged people should write a journal\blog about these facts.
4] In the end tag and name 8 people.
5] Go to their dA pages and comment saying that they are tagged.
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FACTS:

1. I am a multiple. Many of you know that, some don't. I am made up of 22 separate personalities with the host being Sherry et al. I am 15 and she is 41 and I do not age like she does. So I will always be a teenager unless my therapist and I can figure out how to age me or we decide to integrate *shudder* or we decide we want to grow older and push ourselves to do it somehow. I don't know.

2. I like to eat naked. Call me weird that's okay but there is nothing like eating in the buff and without silverware! It's primal and it is a turn on for me. Yes, I know I'm only 15 but I still have hormones! I like to eat mashed potatoes especially with my bare hands. Yes, I'm a weirdo!

3. I am a Sims addict and need serious counseling for it! I can spend 8 hours solid playing that game. I get lost in it. I like the idea of controlling these people and their lives. And I absolutely love building and decorating their homes. Oh joy!I'm such a dreamer as it is and to top it off I have the IKEA expansion pack so I have all this Swedish furniture. GASP! My Sims live in style!

4. I replay the last 10 minutes of my moms death every single night before bed. I can't stop it from happening. It's like a freaking movie. Everything is verbatim and crystal clear. It's enough to drive me mad. I don't know how to stop it. Any suggestions would be most appreciated.

5. I'm bi-sexual. Yes, I said it. I don't act on it but I am. I fight the feelings a lot out of guilt because I know Sherry is Christian and I am too but there is just this part of me that is very attracted to girls. I can't seem to help it. Am I bad? I don't go trying to like girls. It just happens. I have many girl crushes and it's frustrating because Sherry is married and I can't do a thing about them. Such a dilemma. My therapist thinks I should get a girlfriend but then that would be cheating wouldn't it? Bob said he wouldn't mind if Sherry had a girlfriend just not a boyfriend. But anytime a girl finds out I'm 15 they are like "you're too young." AHHHHHH

6. My biggest phobia is death. I'm not scared of what's after death. I just don't want to go through the process of my body shutting down and not being in control. That freaks me out so bad. And I don't want to be in pain. To be honest....I want to just spontaneously combust. Just be walking along and *poof* Where did Ginger go?

7. I'm a self injurer and I'm not proud of it. I have been self injury free for 9 months. The littles have cut but me....Ginger have gone 9 whole freaking months! That is a record for me. My choice of self injury is usually burning myself with a hot lighter but I cut, too. Thanks to "To write love on her arms" on myspace they have helped me immensely. They are awesome in helping people like me and people who are depressed so if anyone needs help in this area look them up!

8. Man this is hard coming up with 8 facts! I like to do feet pictures. It makes me feel good to know that there are people out there that get pleasure at looking at my feet. I used to be self conscious about my feet and then I started getting pedicures and took a picture and posted it and a guy from Croatia commented I should do more. He started encouraging me more through notes and I started getting creative and having fun with it and now I look forward to pedicures and taking pics. I know some people may think it's strange. I know Bob doesn't get it and thinks it's sort of perverted but I don't care. It's my desire and I have a lot of happy people so isn't that what counts?

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